| so last night i figured out why i am sad alot.
i cant post it for everyone to see...but
i have a feeling that person wont be in my life as
much so hopefully just maybe life might be just a bit happier.
i wont be distracted...i have so many other people that love me
and i love them back,i might have found a job.
so yes maybe i wont be so stressed all the time
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| lately i havent been truly happy.
i pretend but i know deep down i am not.
i mean i know what alot of it is.
but i dont know how to be happy again.
i dont feel close to anyone.
i cry alot.
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rachel and i got in another fight.
i dont know what to do
i dont know who to talk to
i love her so much
but we are having so many problems
i dont think i am her best friend anymore
i think she cares more about jeff and ariel.
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| i lost a best friend.
its not all my fault.
i am serious time.
i have met many new friends.
i am happy.
best part is....i met a boy
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| ok so i lied just alittle.i can be a little bit happier.rachel and i
are doing better.alexxx and i got to hang out.and i met this guy named
andrew is super nice.
homecoming is soon.tim is taking me as long as he doesnt get in trouble between now and then.so he better behave.
ummmm new friends.
leaving for school.then off to rachel's hair appt.
thank you for listening
alex
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